I won't be broken. I won't let myself down this time. Not now. Not ever again.
Some may say that you cannot lose something you never had. And it's true... Now I understand it. Now I get it.
My time has come to learn and to accept those things, to go back to me, my stuff and my friends. And I will not wait anymore. I will not search for it again.
I am tired of looking for that person that can fulfill my expectations, while I didn't even bothered to look at myself.
If someone loves me, he or she will do it because of who I am, because of what I am capable to do and to become, because of me. Not because I fill his or her expectations.

Thank you. Thank you very much.
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And that, my friend, was not a "Goodbye", but a long termed "See you later, Wolfie!". I really wish you the best and success in all your planning. Please, be happy.
My windows are still open... The door, temporarily shut.
And if you excuse me, I have to do some housework and fix my room, where once you lived, and I hope, you will come back to play along.